Finally!!!! We hope!

So everything went great at the wedding!! I am so glad I am never doing that again. I forgot how tired you get from all that work. Eh if I knew that I could make money from it, I would love to be a wedding coordinator and do all that. I love to do all the flowers and all the decorating. I really do love all that. But as every one knows we need to not take that many chances right now and be careful and frugal with what we have.
Just like every one else we are trying to pay off some of .... well all of our past bills and get some money in savings but just like every one else STUFF always happens. I wish , I don't play but I wish I could some how win the lottery or some large amount of money. But that will never happen. :)
Anyway my doctors called today, because they were reading my chart. I know right they actually read my huge book of a chart. I was shocked too, but as I have said before we have had four miscarriages and I always try to read up on the lasted stuff. I kept coming across in the articles about infertility how a gluten intolerance could hinder staying pregnant . Well the doctor called today and said that they were going over my chart and wanted to me come and have a gluten test done. I was kind of floored because like I said I do try to read up on things and I was going to ask if I could have this test done any way. The nurse told me today that if I am gluten intolerant than I have to obviously stay away from things with gluten in them but that 1 out of every 3 women who have infertility problems are gluten sensitive. So maybe this will be our ticket and with in a year we could have a full term pregnancy. Thank you to all who do pray for us we love you and are very grateful to you all .
The pictures are of Jeremiah and his sister Elisabeth and Jeremiah and Paul, our new brother-in-law. Then the last one is of Jeremiah and our two nieces Becca and Kaitlyn and then Josiah our nephew.

Getting ready!

So we are here in Washington with Jeremiah's family getting everything ready for the wedding. Jeremiah's little sister is getting married on Saturday, so we are taking a little vacation to help with every thing. His sister and brother-in-law also came down over from Florida. We are playing with all the kids and enjoying each other's company. But you know life is always fun so, let me just tell you. We have this really nice care that looks like a jag, yes I said looks like a jag but it is just a sonata but any way; we need to just get into an accident and total the thing. But any way sorry, we have in the last month broke the passinger mirror, hit a dog and broke the bummper and that is an understatement, and then today on the way to the store to get something for his mom we blew a tire. So tomorrow we get to go tire shopping in stead of regular shopping. But other than that we are have a great time . I will post some pictures to show you. This a picture of the happy couple

Update!

I just wanted to thank you for all the prayers. My Grandma is doing better, she will be going home on Tuesday. I know that she is not out of the woods yet. She still has a lot of physical therapy and occupational therapy ,but she is hanging in there. I am trying to get out there as soon as I can, just have to save up enough money to go. She will need more help in a couple of weeks so that is when I am trying to get out there. Thank you again for all your prayers and the continued prayers. This is the picture of my grandparents.

Ok so I am trying to get this to work . Please bear with me.

Ok so I have not posted in awhile.... well a really long time. I am so sorry... I have not had the computer and I am still learning how to post things from my Black Berry. Once I get all that down I will be a master. Well maybe not, but I will post more. Please pray for my Grandparents, My Grandma had a Mild stroke last Saturday and today I just found out that my Grandpa went in for a check up and found out he was about to have a heat attack. They both live in KY. They moved there, one because it is cheaper and two my sister has a house that they can live in for free. So ...... all the other times anything has happened I have always been close enough to get there and be there to help. But now that we are here it is kinda hard and expensive to get there. So I feel very helpless and this point. I am planning on going out there when my Grandma gets out of the hospital, but I don't know when she will get out it all depends on how well she does in her therapy. So please just pray. They are more like my parents then my grandparents . I love them so much. Ok so I thought I has a picture on my computer but I dont I have it on the zip drive. Sorry I will get one on here.

Baby Blues,pinks, browns, ect.....

Well this is kinda hard for me to admit but those who know me the best may already know this.
Today I was home sick from work and Jeremiah is gone ,(still at a basket ball tournament.) So I have watched TV, slept, slept some more, and just surfed the web. A couple of months ago. Mrs. Vicky, my Pastor's wife gave me a book called A Song For Baby. It is a book of poems about how a family loves a baby. She gave me this book with a really sweet letter that said that GOD give things to those who believe and to those who act on their belief. So in the letter she said to start getting ready for a baby.
Let me give you some history. Jeremiah and I have been married for 5 1/2 years , we did not care if we had a baby right away so did nothing to prevent. After three month of marriage found out that I was expecting , but when we found out it was to late , I was having a miscarriage. Then about three month after that I found out I was pregnant again and we were really excited. We told every one then about two mouths later I had another miscarriage. We could not get pregnant for almost a year after the second one the fertility Doc said that we had gotten pregnant to close together . We found out that my progesterone was low and I started to take Clomid. I finally got pregnant again and this time, we did not tell any one I wanted to wait. I went a little longer than the last and then lost that one also. I some times think of what they would look like, how they would act, what they would be doing. Our first one would have been five years old, the second one would have been four and the third one would have been two.
Last year I wanted to make my self look better and I needed to lose some weight so I got cracking on that and when I lost 60lbs I found our I was pregnant again. We were really excited and scared . We did not tell any one, only they people that needed to know. Because my Doc said any thing unusual and I would be on bed rest, from all the miscarriages I am high risk now. Everything was going great. My levels were good, they could see the baby on the ultrasound, it looked like a little flutter on the screen. We saw the baby everything was great, but I had to come back every week to make sure. We still did not know the due date for sure. We were going to tell every one at church once we knew the due date. So I went back the week after and they could not find the baby any more. By this time I was almost done with the first trimester. The longest I had ever gone. I was devastated. I don't think my husband knew what to do. I said I never wanted to try again. ( I knew that was just the sadness talking)
That pregnancy was I think the best and worst thing that ever happend to me. I know that GOD allows things to happen believe me I know . But no one told me that I could go through post-pardom. I went through it too. Wow I will never again think bad of some one who had ever gone through that again.
Any way to say all that Mrs. Vicky told Jeremiah and I that she is praying that we have a baby in 2009 ( or at least get pregnent with one) She told us to get the babies room ready. To put the crib up, get the room painted, get it all ready to bring the baby home. I have to say that I did not do it right away. I did not want to set the crib up I bought some things for the room but I would not put things up. Then one day I came home and Jeremiah was beaming. He had put the CRIB UP . I was horrified. I just starting crying. But then the more I looked at the crib I wanted to get the room ready. I am so glad that Jeremiah had more faith then me because the crib would still not be up.
Any way sorry for the long drawn out story. I found what I want to do the room in. I want to do it in a jungle theme. But the grown up way not the baby way and I was just looking on line and found some pics of what I think I would like. Here they are, well this is the one that I found on line so far. I got a great idea from a friend to make some of it.

Ok so I really like to Google. I like to Google just nonsense things, like weird words, my own name and my husbands name. So I Googled Jeremiah's name today and I found this sermon place that he was on so I posted it to my blog. I just thought it was the coolest thing ever!!!!! Ok so I am really weird , but that is alright. I don't even care. Any way I hope you all enjoy my husband's sermon. Oh by the way Jeremiah found out I was doing the love dare on him because we were doing it to each other. So now we are doing it together and WOW what a difference it makes. It is still just as hard but so much easier if that makes sense. Every one should get this book !!!!